Moon Phase = fullWeather = partly cloudyLast Movie= Bad BoysCurrent books = You Can Heal Your Life - Louise Hay

July 10, 1998


What do you think about my new banner, hmm? I think this new paint program will do alright.

I had a dream

So...I'm feeling frustrated about finding out more about my 'dark side', am I? It's true that I am trying to reconcile that part of myself. I awoke from this dream with a feeling of both adventure and frustration. I am trying to gain information about the dark parts of myself (that's the magazine about witchcraft - witchcraft being a way of life.) and a deep part of me is still afraid that the cost will be some loss of power (the drop of blood). I am frustrated because I want it done now! and I try to take shortcuts, some blindly (that's the flying) and some aware (that's the hawk). I am more aware now (keeping Hawk's sight as I go back to myself) that this is part of my path (the road) but I feel so exposed at times (the bedroom - meaning privacy - in the road and the truck driving through).

Yep...that sounds about right. See you later, Wonderful. I've got to get ready for that clay workshop that Elizabeth is giving.

later...The workshop was wonderful! It was basically the same thing that we do with the paintings - only with clay. It began with us relaxing and going into a meditative state and just letting the clay form itself. (I kept thinking of Michaelanglo and his David - Michaelanglo always said that the sculpture was already in the marble, he only freed it.)

On that note, I think I'll end this entry. Good Night, Wonderful.

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