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Moon Phase = Half | Weather = dark, clear and sacred | Current books = Man in the Iron Mask - Alexandre Dumas
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August 4, 1998
I weave a circle around the woman, programming it to catch all the beneficial; healing, restful light and energy that is sent to her. I see the circle beginning to glow, becoming stronger and brighter with each new addition. I tell the circle to work until the break of day - and then return to Mother Earth to nourish Her.
I almost didn't want to come down after I finished crafting the circle. I succeeded in creating a peaceful atmosphere to work in - a coal oil lamp for illumination and gregorian chants on the cd player. I need more of that in my life. I have spent entirely too much time spinning in the wrong kind of circles - so much so that I feel emotionally and spiritually dizzy. I've been too caught up in the mundane world and its insanity.
I've only been back from class a short while. Carol held the classes tonight -Elizabeth fell and dislocated her shoulder at the Ocoee river yesterday. The message was relayed that she asked for light (or should I say...demanded it?) so I set up metaphysical shop not long after I got home - I've just finished my addition to the energy around her, plus the circle to catch more. I wasn't sure that I could find her in that big ol' space out there - but I did. I wasn't worried about the healing itself, just finding her since it was usually Cynthia's 'job' to take me where I needed to go before she left.
Cynthia was one of my spirit guides - actually, she was the first one. She left about two weeks ago. She said that I had progressed to the point where she wasn't needed anymore. She'd been with me for just over two years...I miss her. Was she a figment of my imagination? No. She wasn't. I suppose she left before she became a crutch and I couldn't make my way around the Worlds without her...still...
We also did a meditation in Crystal class tonight - it was a 'get to know' med. I chose to use the phantom that I call my Dragon - it appears to have a dragon perched on top of the highest pyramid. I had used it before, but I wanted to see what else it had to offer. We visualized the crystal growing until it was as big as a house then we had to find a door to enter. Since I seem to have only smartass crystals, this one decided to put the door on the very bottom - making me tunnel my way to it.
Once inside, I met the guide that I had encountered before with this crystal. Naturally, he got a big kick out of the joke. Once I asked my one question of him (which I will keep to myself for a while) - he almost brought me to tears. He spoke only the truth. (I suppose I should mention that no - the guide isn't in the crystal. Crystals are only tools to help get in touch with the deep or higher self. The guides are literally pieces of one's soul - since I can be a smartass myself, it would follow that my guides would be also.)
Today was another day of collected wisdom and peace. May tomorrow bring peace also. Goodnight Sweetie - time to see how pissed off Kitt is at Lilith for stealing his food.
Goodnight, Cynthia - wherever you are.
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