October 9, 2000

I couldn't stand it. I finally had to buy that cactus I've been drooling over for at least 5 weeks now. It cost me $5.95 but it was worth it ~ it is an absolutely huge pincushion cactus. At the moment, it towers over the rest of the cacti...they'll catch up in size in probably...oh, 4 or 5 years, I'd say.

I don't know what to specifically talk about tonight ~ perhaps I'll just ramble.

Got an invite to join R.B's new group on AOL ~ at last check, it had a grand total of three members. We'll see how it goes.

Except for going out to pay some bills and buying the cactus, today has been an absolute media binge day. I'm feeling the effects of it now ~ I feel dry; melancholy and perhaps there is a bit depression looming. I think tomorrow I'll leave everything off, except to watch Dark Angel ~ I have yet to see an entire episode of that, even though I have the first one on video that I haven't watched yet.

Imagine that ~ it takes a day of total freedom with the tv to show me that it may be a good part of the problem to begin with.

Not Much of Anything

Wow ~ the neighbor across the road must still be in the hospital. His cows are yelling their heads off, probably from missing dinner. Saturday there was an ambulance at his house at about 1 or so in the morning so it must have been something pretty bad.

I hope that nothing happens to him. This may sound petty but I don't want that farm to sell ~ I can't deal with having more people surrounding me. It isn't very comfortable for me as it is having all this mass of humanity around. I feel as if I have absolutely no privacy.

Yep ~ I can tell that my mood has changed, simply by that last paragraph. I've gone back into 'hermit' mode ~ not a good thing.

I wish Kitt were ready to come back in ~ I think I'm ready to go to bed. I think it would be best to just start from fresh tomorrow. I'll end this now since I don't have much else useful to say.


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