Epona's Response
Dear Childe -
Rest assured that you are not going crazy. All that matters is that you know that I AM - where or how I exist is irrelevant. Trust that I AM - and the rest will take care of itself.
You must learn to trust yourself also - know that you have great potential to be a warrior. I sense your resistance at using that word - there are misconceptions there. I do not mean in the sense that you are thinking, I mean in the sense that you must learn to trust once again in your own power and stand up for yourself and for others that are in need of it. You are already learning to pick your battles - yesterday was a good example of that. You saw through what was making the others upset and angry and chose not to use energy fighting it. However, you have one 'battle' in front of you and you are hesitant to pick up the lance and stand up for yourself. Perhaps it was a good idea not to send the letter that you wrote to your father but what should have been done is that the letter should have been rewritten and then sent. Don't shy away from standing up for yourself. Don't shy away from fear.
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