Epona's Response -
Oh Dear Childe -
First things first: you have incredibly so much more honor than you give yourself. If only you could see it as other people see it. Dear One, you have been through so much in the past, but the time for hiding is over. You have healed all that you're going to heal in this manner. Not everyone is out to 'get' you. You know this. Now live it.
The word 'warrior' indeed means exactly as you stated but it means so much more. To be a warrior means that you are part of a small group of people. You may not always be the most popular person at times but you always get the job done. To be a warrior in this time means that you are here to serve. Serve in the name of the highest good and serve your fellow man. This is what it means to be a warrior. Can you live with that definition? I hope so, because it is to late to back out of the deal. You are here. On Earth. This is one job that you cannot walk away from without great consequences.
Now before you misperceive what I just said, the 'great consequences' are that if you walk away from you job of service - you walk away from all the work that you have put in during all the previous lifetimes. You go back. You may not go back to square one but go back you will. It will be as if you haven't walked the spiral at all.
You asked what I AM. I AM everything and nothing. I AM Epona, but I AM also Cernunnos (as you know him), Zeus, Allah and God. I AM all these things and none of these things.
Whatever name you put to me - I AM. As for not expecting an answer - why? What is the point of the letter is there isn't an answer in some manner?
The geese are indeed a message for you. A power animal, as you put it. It is time to begin migrating. Watch them. Study them. It is time to move out of those old patterns and behaviors and into the life you need. The Goose at night is representative of the feminine energy- this is where the main thrust of the migration should be. Learn to bring out that feminine energy once again. Migrate toward balance. Be whole. Be well.
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