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Moon Phase = still lost | Weather =50's and clear
- for now | Current reading = The Artist's Way - Julia Cameron
Week 3! | Last Movie = 2 Days in the Valley
...James Spader...Yum!
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Quote: "By facing fear are spirit warriors made; Thus fear is naught of which to be afraid."
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November 20, 1998
I don't know what it is about that James Spader - he can play the biggest dork or the meanest prick and I still love him. It's all I can do to keep from drooling when I see him, although I will admit he plays the pricks a little too well. I think my favorite movies of his are Stargate and the one where he marries the woman who cheats him out of all his money and has him committed - I never can remember the name of that great, strange movie. I'd definitely give him a minute - and more. Lots more.
He's one of the exceptions - most times it's not the actor themselves that catch my attention, it's the characters that they play. Jeff Goldblum is another exception...dare I go over his attributes again? The one 'bad guy' I've seen him play was Mr. Frost...he played it very well. I can see why they considered him for the part of Randall Flagg when they were casting Stephen King's The Stand. Gods, I even practically drop everything when those damn imac commercials come on. It's strange though, sometimes, I don't feel quite the same way about 'Mr. Goldblum' as I do James Spader. Nah - he strikes me as a 'nice Jewish boy' in many ways - until he turns on the...whatever it is. :::sigh::: Then I'm a puddle.
E. asked me in class a few weeks ago about who it was that really got me going - looks like I finally have some answers...lol.
Gee - I could go on about Jim Carrey; Cary Elwes, Val Kilmer, Matthew Broderick (his role of Alan! ...and in Glory), Bruce Campbell, Kiefer Sutherland, Roddy Piper (in They Live) and let's not forget Xena and Rose from Titanic (Leonardo who?) - the list can be indeed endless...
You know - all this talking is comfortable to me. Just a few weeks ago, I couldn't have done it quite so easily - especially with certain names on the list. Little ol' scaredy me was afeared to. Afraid of what somebody else may say or do - as if they can actually have much say in or about my life.
Actually, I enjoy sex - when it's good. (I think...it's been a while...lol) I've had people tell what is popularly called the 'Pizza Theory' - "Sex is like pizza - even when it's bad, it's pretty good." I am here to tell you - it ain't true. I've had some bad sex and bad pizza - I don't think that you're supposed to be bored during sex or throwing up all the next day after eating pizza (Although I now have interesting memories of the Quartz Pebble overlook at South Cumberland State Natural Area...) Anyway been there, done that.
I'm not the type to just go around and hop in the sack with just anyone, either. I can daydream about it but I just don't comprehend doing it otherwise. Where is the connection (other than in the obvious places)? Where is the heart? That seems to be not much more than...rutting and a waste of energy. Perhaps I'm wierd, but what else is new? That is pretty much old news.
Tomorrow I have to sit down and come up with something for Saturday's dream chat - if there is one. I forgot to put out the reminders again. I know what it is - I did this stuff for all the Maidens to share in and with and so far, it's been all me until last week. I was just overwhelmed. I took on way too much. I am still amazed about what Atheena did - she put together an entire 'club' on Yahoo for the Dream Circle and surprised me with it. I am now a co - founder of it. I can't say enough about it - it's wonderful! Someone did answer my call for someone to speak at one of the chats - she's deciding what she wants to talk about and hopefully will get back with me.
I'm also working on a logo for myself on the ArtistGrove Bio site. I finally figured out how to protray a firewolf - and the prelim sketch looks pretty damn good, if I may say so myself. I tried putting down in more finite form today - I can see it in my head but I guess it isn't ready to make it's debut here on the material plane yet. That's alright - but I'm getting impatient. I want it to take it's time getting here but hurry up!
You know, I think I'm going to end this ramble here. I'm pretty well beat. I don't know why - it's only 4:07 in the morning. Sheesh. Good morning, then, Sweetie.
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