December 18, 2000

Whooo - Hoooo!!! It's snowing again! We're supposed to get up to another inch ~ I may be able to build my snowpeople yet!

I got two yule cards from fellow Maidens today ~ I love it! First ones of the season!


It's nearly official ~ Bush will be the next president. Perhaps I should start heading for Canada now.

Speaking of running for Canada ~ my dad called tonight to pen me down on a date to go over and have dinner. I really, really, really didn't want to do it. There is just something about the way I feel they treat me (read: leave me be) for the rest of the year but December rolls around and they want to play the family thing. I especially can't abide by my grandmother's two-faced demeanor. Oh lord, I still can't believe she told everyone that I was upset because I gained so much weight last year when she thought I wasn't in earshot then proceeded to act as if everything was normal. That and the fact that she tells everyone that I am married ~ just so she won't have to face any embarrassment.

I suppose I do owe my dad an apology though ~ instead of accepting him as he is, I've expected him to act like I feel a father should. I suppose he just doesn't know much differently. I hope. But that's several tired, boring journal entries in itself.




HUNTED DOWN AND SHOT

"Every Morning" by SugarRay is on. I don't know what it is about SugarRay that I like, but I highly suspect that the part of me that likes them so well should be hunted down and shot. The lead singer isn't even my type...except for that voice...it's that husky, slightly raspy, delicious voice...yep. Hunted down and shot.

I hate being held hostage by such...teenybopper, bubblegum things. Sheesh. That plus what's been said about the lead singer when he was dating Madonna (What's his name? Mark McGrath or something?) Yep, apparently he was trying to be cool or something ~ he...uh...look at me trying to be all genteel about this! Hehehehe! To put it bluntly, he held up his hand in a crowded club and yelled, "Who wants to smell Madonna?!" Ugh. NOT cool at all, in my book.

Still...there I am, everytime I hear a song by them, glued to the radio and singing along. Oh lord.

Honestly, I hadn't planned on making this an entry on how much it embarrasses me to admit to listening to SugarRay...and how that voice gets to me, even though the rest of the lead singer does nothing for me.

Hehehehehe ~ what does that say about me when just a voice can do that to me? Am I woman or horndog? If I were anything but Pagan, I'd probably be sent to several different, very warm locales for being so appreciative of such things!

Note for a future entry ~ take the various parts of people that turn me on to make a 'perfect person'...THAT should turn out to be interesting!


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