I'm starting this entry a bit early today (a bit?? I haven't even been awake very long!)

Anyway...

I have to get this out of my system. I can feel the depression trying to slam down. I read somewhere that it can feel like a sense of total 'overwhelm' ~ and that is exactly how this feels.

I think I'm beginning to get this figured out ~ it feels totally fear based. It didn't begin until I started working and experimenting with the oak and hickory. In other words, I started moving out of that comfort zone.

So...I guess that means that the only cure is to throw back a couple cups of milk (I'm out of turkey and lettuce) and keep pluggin'.

I'm on to you now, bud.