February 17, 1999 Well, one interesting time (of many) today - C.M. and I went to the phone company today to get the phone service in my name and I ended up walking out of there without finishing the form. Among other things, I felt as if I were being 'cataloged'. They wanted to know name; address, social security, who owned the house, who the neighbors are, who the former owner was, what kind of house it is (brick/siding/whatever), who was going to be living here with me, what their name and SS was, who to contact in case of service problems... Food Diary for today-
medium salad - Current reading = Nothing at the moment. Last Movie: Fifth Element |
I found her today!! My dream girl is not 15 minutes away from me!!!! I had seen her from afar as I passed by on my way to the gas station on several occasions but....I had no idea just how perfect she is!
She's beautiful - creamy skin; headlights to die for, flawless rear end...I couldn't keep my hands off of her. I just kept caressing her and caressing her...sure, she's not perfect and needs some work (but who doesn't, hmm?) but she's wonderful!! She seems to have a good deal of her original parts - I do detest artificiality - and she looks much younger than her 33 years. Don't get me wrong, 33 is not old but she looks as if she is much, much younger. I almost envy her.
Alas, I'm afraid that now is not the right time for me to have my dream girl in my life. As much as I want her, I don't think I can afford it. It breaks my heart to think about it. So close, yet so far away...
Yet, I am glad that we met. My life seems so much brighter for it. I want her so bad but I have to think about what's best for the both of us...
But damn, that hardtop '66 mustang is exactly what I've been dreaming of for all these years!