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Moon Phase = new | Weather = humid, partly cloudy
Come on, cold rain!!!!! | Current Book = none!
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June 23, 1998
Now I think I understand spontaneous combustion - I wonder how many of the published reports are from the South? With all this Southern humidity, it would be very easy to say that they just steamed a little too long...much more of this and they'll have all the proof they need because I'll be the next one to go!
Do you get the idea that I'm not much of a summer heat person?
I needn't have worried about that blue painting - it got rave reviews! I still feel that it's unfinished but it says it is...I suppose I'll let it be.
A lot of ground was covered in class last night - kundalini (or as it's called nowadays - solergie); the different 'bodies' of a person - soul, personality, karma, mental, physical, emotional, and a few more that I can't remember - how sexual energy and spiritual are the same - it's just how it's experienced that makes the difference.
If I weren't so used to sychronicity, I would probably be scared to death and beyond right now. 'Bout time I just think of a question nowadays, the answer pops up in the next little bit. The question I had this time was about this sex/spirit thing. I had noticed that when I'm really connected to spirit and the energy is a-movin' (you sicko, to be thinking that! lol.), it can be an incredibly sexual feeling. I was a little too embarrassed to say anything about it though - I just couldn't see myself asking about it in class!
This is really the first time that someone else had expressed this idea - I had thought it to be right but didn't talk about for fear of being labeled a pervert or a slut. Can you believe it - being labeled because you talked about something? What's more, can you believe being afraid of a label? Talk about herd mentality. I'll be the first to admit though that there are still some 'small-town' attitudes lingering in my psyche - and they war with the rest constantly. Even now, I'm wondering if I should be putting this where the world could see it...but the exhibitionist in me says, "Type on sister! Type on!"
Sex, in itself, isn't much. One or two chakras; some heavy panting and as few muscles quivering...that's it. Add passion, spirit and love to the mix and wow! There's nothing like it...and sometimes you don't even have to touch.
Flora notes: I bought southernwood and wormwood yesterday. If I ever need to make absinthe, I've got the main ingredient...
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