Moon Phase = Waxing Gibbous Weather = Sunny, Clear, Comfortable
Fall's on its way!		Current reading = Excerpts from Initiations, Human and Solar by Alice Bailey
Quote: "Valerie, are we limp and hard to manage?"
- 'Mac', Earth Girls Are Easy

October 1, 1998

There was a Jeff Goldblum event last night - the 3 a.m. movie was 'Earth Girls Are Easy'. Sheesh - I'd forgotten that Jim Carrey was in that movie too. I've got to get Mr. Frost on video - I think that is my favorite Goldblum movie. You're never really sure if his character is just criminally insane or is actually the Devil...and he looks very good in it...lol. Don't have to say that it is very different from his other movies.

Talked to L. today. She's back from North Hampton. From what she said, she was totally spoiled there - anything she wanted to eat at anytime of the day and night; laundry done for her, housecleaning done...all she had to do was go to the ocean shore every morning and relax. Now that's living!

I went out today and did something that seems like total luxury...I went to the laundromat and washed clothes. lol. Lately, I've been washing a few items by hand every few days and I was quite tired of it. Now, I'm set for days. It was quite for once while I was there. I had the entire place to myself.

Lately, in my offline journal, bits of a story have been coming out. I don't know where it's going or even if it'll be good but it's here now. The only character in the story so far rides a bicycle...peddling, forever peddling.

My name is Dara. I'm fourteen years old. Don't ask me where I come from and where my parents are because I won't tell you. So don't even try. The only friends I have are the 'Old Man', that's what I call my bike, and Mother Earth. The only thing that keeps me together in this world is the peddling. As long as I peddle, I don't fall apart and scatter to the winds.

Sometimes, though, I wonder if that would be a bad thing. At least the struggle would be over. No more fighting to stay whole.

Well...there it goes again. It just comes out in little (and sometimes large) bits and pieces. I think I know where parts of it are heading...but on a whole, I have no idea. I'm kind of hesitant to even keep that little bit on the website...but I suppose that if it didn't want to be there, it wouldn't have come out.

I have to bone up on my dream stuff before Saturday night - I'm hosting a chat about the subject. The experiment is going but no one's said anything about their results. Perhaps I'm the only one who's participating. I guess we'll see.


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