I'm still thinking about what I was offered the other night.

I feel like all the little spiritual sidetrips that seemed so off-track at the time are finally making some kind of sense. The classes on sound, color and light. The drumming circles. Wandering around in the woods, searching for answers.

Not that they were bad to experience at the time - far from it. I enjoyed them immensely. I just couldn't figure out why I was there many a time.

I'm trying not to be such a drama queen about it but it feels so much like what I've been waiting for - that all the waiting and searching was simply a big lesson in patience before the teacher showed up. No wonder I was going insane...

I don't do too well in the patience department sometimes.

I know that I am being quite obtuse in telling what this opportunity is - but I when to talk and when not in these matters. This is a 'not'...

Geez - I feel like I'm considering the priesthood...perhaps in some form, I am. The only real requirement is that I am absolutely; positively 100% 'Light'. No sitting on the fence. No dabbling with the Darkness.

I can do that. No problem there, despite the seemingly heavy burdens it can bring.

Oh - who am I kidding? I've known what my anwer was going to be all long. I've known all long that I was going to accept the offer - I've just been trying to find the loopholes in it. I haven't found any.

Let the training begin!