Moon Phase = waning gibbous heading
toward half | Weather = 60 and a bit cloudy | Current reading = The Artist's Way - Julia Cameron
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Quote:"Niles, I filled in for you when you were too sick to meet with your 'fear of intimancy' group..."
"I wasn't sick, they were just getting too close."
- Niles and Frasier Crane, 'Frasier'
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December 8, 1998
O.k...I know what that blue mood is now - I've fallen back into an old pattern these last few days. It's that nasty one of not wanting to speak my mind because I don't want a lot of useless 'fuss'. You know the one - sparing someone from getting because I'm angry or whatever...
This is not good. I was doing very well. Oh well - just climb back up on that horse and go on, you don't get anywhere by sitting on the ground.
I spent a pretty good chunk of time today just writing several pages on my life - I don't know if I'll post it or not. I don't know if anyone would even believe it, but then again, that isn't the point. It needs to be written down - even if it is in brief form. I've faltered as I've come near the present times because there are parts there that I've debated making public. I'm still debating.
Even now, I want to talk about it but I know that this is a public journal. I don't know why I have so much trouble talking about it - it's not like it's any big state secret or anything. I guess I just don't want it out yet. Perhaps I'll write about it in my offline journal.
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