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Quote:"Ah, music to drown by - I know I'm in first class now..." - 'Tommy' from Titanic
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December 31, 1998
Somehow, I never thought I'd get to the last entry of 1998. I suppose I always thought that this journal would go way of the others I've started in the past - make a few entries, get bored and go on my merry way. Who would have thought that it would have lasted 7 entries, let alone 7 months?
I find myself contemplating the next year, wondering what it will hold. 1998 was truly the year of hell - spending all that time alone, wondering where the hell I went and who was this stranger here in my skin? Wasn't anyone that I knew, that's for sure. I'm still not too sure about this person many a time and I'm not too sure that I want to know her very well. She's a little too good at going through the motions...
As for those motions, I've been thinking about changes in this coming year. I've got to get out of the county, at least, if not the state more. Travel. See the Rockies. I'm not one that ought to stay put - I think that previous entries show that rather well. Everything suffers when I stay in one place for too long - I think that there's more kender in me than I thought...or perhaps elf...what is that phrase about bored kender and morose elves?
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